Transcending Trauma

Transcending Trauma

Zabie Khorakiwala is a visionary and innovator in Orange County who uses yoga as a holistic healing modality to treat trauma survivors. She is both an accomplished educator and certified trauma-sensitive yoga instructor. In her role as Violence Pre-vention Coordinator at UCI, Zabie manages the university’s prevention and educational programs related to sexual assault, dating and domestic violence, and stalking. She is also the founder of Transcending Sexual Violence through Yoga and teaches a trauma- sensitive yoga as healing program on campus and in the community.

Tell us a little bit about how you first started doing yoga.

I was going through a lot after I experienced an assault when I was in college, and everything that I was trying just wasn’t feeling authentic to me. I tried to speak with a therapist. I tried to speak with a close network of friends. What I really needed was something that would allow me to feel like I could regain power and control of my body. So my two friends kept talking about yoga and how much they loved it. I was so nervous thinking about going to my first class at Corepower Yoga. It took me a lot of courage just to take that first step to get into the yoga studio. But I quickly learned after that first class that it was honestly the best decision I could’ve ever made.

At that time were you actively looking for something to use to heal from your trauma?

I wasn’t sure what I was looking for. I knew I needed something because there was this big piece of my life that was missing. As soon as I got onto my yoga mat everything became seamless. So initially coming in, I knew that I needed something related to managing my experiences with trauma and not until after I got really involved with my practice did I realize how powerful it could be.

When did you decide to become a yoga teacher?

I got certified in 2011 through Corepower Yoga in Costa Mesa. Nicolette was my teacher training lead and she is somebody that inspires me to this day. I always had an excuse every time the next round of teacher training came around: Do I even want to teach? Is it just to deepen my practice? I didn’t know the answer to any of these questions. But I just told myself, you know what, let me do this. I was working at UCI full time as the violence prevention coordinator and I started to make these connections with my work. What I realized was that many survivors of sexual trauma were also searching for something more in their healing process. They were searching for something that allows them to feel control. And I knew that was a gap in terms of the services we were offering. After I got certified at Corepower Yoga, I then went on to attend a week long training on trauma sensitive yoga instruction at Kripalu Institute.

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Oh wow! Tell us a little bit more about that.

Honestly, it was the most incredible experience of my life. There were a little over a hundred other yoga teachers also certified from different helping professions from all over the world. Some were social workers, police officers, rape crisis counselors…all were working to bring yoga as a holistic healing modality to the populations that they work with. Being in that space with 100+ yoga teachers who get it was really amazing.

I know that you teach at many different places. You’ve taught at Crossfit gyms, hot yoga studios, and you teach trauma sensitive survivors. Tell us a little bit about the challenges and differences teaching to these different populations.

After I attended the trauma sensitive yoga training at Kripalu, I learned so much about what you need to do to create safety in a room where you are teaching yoga to survivors of trauma. There is so much you need to consider in terms of the ways in which people might be triggered, the language that you choose, the intentionality, the way that you set up the space, and to make sure people really feel in control of their environment. The number one thing is focusing on empowerment based language and offering lots of choices. For a lot of the survivors of trauma they have lost that power and control that they have in their life because somebody or someone took it away from them. So anything you can do to give that power back through the cues that you’re giving can be incredibly powerful. Things that I say might include: “If you feel comfortable maybe try it this way, if that doesn’t feel good maybe try it this way, you are always in complete control of your practice. If you want to lie in savasana the entire time that is completely OK.”

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Can you talk a little bit about the lineage of yoga that you use in your classes?

If you think back to the roots of yoga, it was developed in India as a means to transcend suffering. So I think about that as really guiding me in my own practice and the way that I teach. Given this really core value of transcending suffering, that’s what carries me in every class that I teach. I want everybody to feel like they have access to yoga and that it’s an inclusive community.

How about the style of yoga that you use in your yoga as healing classes?

I feel like I created a combination of lots of different things. I was trained through Corepower Yoga and I will forever be grateful to that training because of what it taught me in terms of sequencing, language, confidence, and yoga philosophy. I take this foundation but then teach a more restorative class when I teach yoga as healing courses. So it’s really a fusion of both those styles. It’s not a completely seated class, but we do start with some grounding postures that are more restorative based, then work our way up towards stronger standing poses, and then make our way back down to the mat. So the pace of the class is a lot slower than what you might expect from a vinyasa class.

Why yoga? Why not use dance as a form of therapy? What makes yoga unique as a holistic healing modality?

I think that there is a lot of value in all types of body based treatments. But there’s something about yoga as a holistic healing modality that is really powerful. It’s really about the pace of the practice, the movement of the breath, and the way that I can incorporate different inspirational readings. Each week is focused on a different theme that often times are in alignment with the needs of survivors. Different themes may include issues of assertiveness, boundaries, safety, or mindfulness. I really work to build each class upon the next based on what the theme is. So if we’re starting a class on safety and then working our way up towards strength or trust, we may work on more challenging poses allowing them to feel the strength of their body. I like the way yoga is flexible in that way. You can really incorporate it in a way that is powerful to allow survivors to recognize the tools they have in their own body.

Did you create the 8 week program Transcending Sexual Violence Through Yoga?

Yes I did.

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Do you incorporate talk therapy or journaling or any other types of healing aspects into your program?

Yes, that’s what’s really exciting about the 8 week class. I work with a lot of other amazing facilitators in Orange County who come in and do different activities. For example I work with an art facilitator who works for Arts for Healing based in Laguna Beach. She creates custom canvas yoga mats. In the class, we will all be in a circle and people can paint in the comfort and support of their own yoga mat. So she’ll say things like, “Think of a relationship in your life and what that relationship means to you, pick two colors and paint it on the canvas.” It is amazing what people create through their own art. And sometimes these pictures that people create are so powerful and communicate very clear messages that they weren’t able to make through talk therapy. The art is really powerful. Another facilitator comes in from Healthy Rhythms, a healing drum circle. So for example, if people aren’t comfortable sharing what the past 8 weeks have been like for them they are invited to play what they feel on the drum.

How do you see your work evolving in the future?

I am currently writing a book with a colleague in Boston who is also a trauma sensitive yoga teacher. We are working on writing a book that is specific to teaching yoga to survivors of sexual trauma and giving people the tools they need to get a program started on their own.

If someone wanted to start something like this on their own, what type of advice would you give?

There is this incredible organization called the Breathe Network. Their mission is to connect survivors of sexual trauma with holistic healing arts practitioners. They offer a variety of different services from Qi gong to meditation to yoga. I think what’s most important when considering starting a program is that you have the trauma sensitive teacher training background, that you have a campus that is supportive and can really see this as an innovation in filling a gap of traditional services to trauma survivors, and have a strong community of support.

 

Kim is a certified Kundalini Yoga instructor, life purpose coach, and lover of all things cat related. She originally found yoga as a way to help manage the stress of the legal field, but she experienced shifts inside her that were so profound that she felt a calling to share yoga with the world. She believes yoga is the best tool we have to heal ourselves and be the change. She is passionate about incorporating yoga and life coaching to help people manifest their true desires for an integrated form of mind, body, and soul coaching. She loves laughing, singing, mantra music, and shares tips on how to live a more blissful life.

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